May 27, 2006

Ick

Well.. my brother found the post about him. I honestly didn't think he read my blog. Part of me is glad that he knows how I feel, because I certainly never would have told him all that.

Most of me is miserable though. Because he called me in a fury, then called Mom in a fury, now he won't answer her calls and she feels guilty, I feel guilty and there's nothing to feel guilty about because I'm entitled to feel the way that I feel.

I deleted the post, for the sake of family peace, which I've already completely destroyed.

5 comments:

Chris said...

Oh, no, I'm sorry to hear that. But - it's out in the open at least, right?!

Deb said...

We're still here and we support you!

Peevish said...

Oh Kelly I'm sorry it blew up like that! But you have to remember that you have a right to your opinion, you have a right to your feelings, and you have a right to express those feelings!

mrspao said...

Sending you a huge hug. You are so lovely and your are entitled to your own opinions. I hope you can resolve things.

pao said...

Well they know what you feel now, lets hope that they can take some time to reflect on what you feel and take stock of how things have been and then together you can all move on.

Well done you.

I think it was brave of you to post it in the first place, yes you will feel crap for a while as you feel that you have upset them, that will pass. Don't forget though that they now know how you feel.

Take care